The rain has wet the earth every day since you left it.I think about the last time I saw you with breath in your lungs and I want to go back and live in those quiet moments, just long enough so that I can remind you that one day, life will be worth living. One … More Grief

Hand To Hold

You are everything, everythingAnd I am merely tryingTrying to give you something to hold on toTo bring us all the way homeTo drag us, broken and bruisedAll the way to Paradise This crazy life doesn’t have to amountTo eighty or so years of futilityWe don’t have to go back to dustWe don’t have to say … More Hand To Hold

Turning into

I haven’t seen him in a long time, relatively still I see him all the time, if you know what I mean. When he was with me, my thoughts would flow out of my brain like the waves from the ocean, they were easy and fluid and sometimes rough around the edges. I used my … More Turning into


You told me that a tiger’s stripes didn’t make him a tiger. It was his ability to hunt and the weaknesses of his prey that make him king. I have heard the word “fuck” come out of your mouth like it was beautiful and you wanted to savor it and roll it around before spitting … More Prey

The World

We lead ourselves Love ourselves and Etch artwork into our skin That is supposed to remind us of when we were happy But we don’t know ourselves In the pursuit of ourselves And we either believe in ourselves Or believe in something else. We look at ourselves with disgust but Tell everyone how we really … More The World

Painted Shadows

I have been living in the farthest corners of my imagination since before I would think to lay eyes or fingertips on you. I have stared at artwork that begs me to keep dreaming even though I have forgotten what the nip of cold air feels like four thousand miles away from my bed sheets … More Painted Shadows

Little Things.

I see you in the little voids I will never be able to fill. Everything screams you were wrongbut so was I and I want so badly to forget who we were and forget that clocks exist. I feel you in between the moments of resting and wakingbut there are things I will never tell … More Little Things.

Sister Devil

I watched you out of the corner of my eye Slipping poison down your throat Scratching lies into the walls of our parents’ house Until our Mother fell broken and my Father’s heart skipped one more time than he could take. I saw you smile at yourself and the destruction that lie before you And … More Sister Devil